The first Week of 2020

I hope 2020 is going to be a good year for me . 2019 was a bad year for me. Although I have my boyfriend and SBO and some other friends It was still one of the worst years of my life. My mental health was bad and everywhere I went I just wanted to blend in and I lied to myself about being bold. I was bold the first 4 months of 2019 but then I just felt broken. The way I felt bold was changing my hairstyle ,I straightened it the first weekend of every month but when it came to my 16th birthday , Reality punched me in the gut because finals were around the corner. I moved into a new house and I dyed my hair purple.