State math contest/ coronavirus jokes
The last 2 weeks of February were spent studying for ACT. I went to 2 therapy appointments on the same day and I found out that I needed a new therapist to deal with the suicidal thoughts and anxiety I have. The other therapist i see is to make sure my brain meds work. I discovered that when I have withdrawls from medications I become an impulsive hulk no one can stand . I had a couple visits with the punching bag . I went on a date with my boyfriend and met his family at a Golden Corral. It's quite possible that I got sick from being at golden corral because the next day I started sneezing and I thought it was allergies.
Then I started coughing ,so I put on a facemask that was made about 3 years ago and people teased me saying "OMG she got the Coronavirus".
I finished my art project where I had to put song lyrics into art and I put in the effort and for once an art piece I created turned out the way I wanted it to .
I went to the state math contest up at weber state and I'll say this I don't remember the last time I got along with someone I thought I hated for a long period of time. I had so much fun at weber.
There was one particular day where my anxiety was being a pain and this is what happened. I have seminary the last class of day and I walk in with NF (rapper) music jamming in my ears cause I'm depressed. Brother carter tells us the agenda and at that point I cranked up my headphones. He decided to teach a lesson on addictions specifically PORNOGRAPHY . I tried my best to stay in the class but I have to get up and get a drink now and then . As I come back an ad break spotify comes up at the worst time . With only 20 minutes left of class , I pack up my stuff and bolt to the gym and just start running laps . 5 minutes later , Brother carter tries to ask me questions but being unstable and angry I just bolt out and turn off the lights and bolted to the nearby class and hide in the corner. While in the corner the para hands me a piece of candy because she can tell that I'm not ok. I texted My friend jess why I left the class a bunch as well as that I was feeling overwhelmed. I also texted my Oldest brother, My mom , and another friend.
Not much happened the next few days except for taking a mental/physical health day on sunday. I felt so sick when I woke up on sunday that I couldn't get out of bed so I didn't go to church. I did go to my grandma's house and basically just felt calmer than I had previously.
Then I started coughing ,so I put on a facemask that was made about 3 years ago and people teased me saying "OMG she got the Coronavirus".
I went to the state math contest up at weber state and I'll say this I don't remember the last time I got along with someone I thought I hated for a long period of time. I had so much fun at weber.
There was one particular day where my anxiety was being a pain and this is what happened. I have seminary the last class of day and I walk in with NF (rapper) music jamming in my ears cause I'm depressed. Brother carter tells us the agenda and at that point I cranked up my headphones. He decided to teach a lesson on addictions specifically PORNOGRAPHY . I tried my best to stay in the class but I have to get up and get a drink now and then . As I come back an ad break spotify comes up at the worst time . With only 20 minutes left of class , I pack up my stuff and bolt to the gym and just start running laps . 5 minutes later , Brother carter tries to ask me questions but being unstable and angry I just bolt out and turn off the lights and bolted to the nearby class and hide in the corner. While in the corner the para hands me a piece of candy because she can tell that I'm not ok. I texted My friend jess why I left the class a bunch as well as that I was feeling overwhelmed. I also texted my Oldest brother, My mom , and another friend.
Not much happened the next few days except for taking a mental/physical health day on sunday. I felt so sick when I woke up on sunday that I couldn't get out of bed so I didn't go to church. I did go to my grandma's house and basically just felt calmer than I had previously.
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