end of term and spring break
At the beginning of quarantine I absolutely hated it. I still hate quarantine but I've noticed my anxiety levels have decreased. Last week was the end of term as well as my baby brother's 9th birthday. I surprisingly didn't fail chemistry but I failed english , no surprise in all honesty. I'd give anything to have my 10th grade teacher for english teach me. Aunt nettles comes over now 3 days a week due to my dad always being in and out . He's been stressed out due to repairing the old house and my mom works those 3 nights. Another reason is that my parents found that I am extremely impulsive when I forget meds and sometimes I could endanger Cedar. The young women leaders host weekly checkups on Zoom which is one thing I look forward to.
Spring Break
I broke out my Autism Puzzle Piece Blanket and put on facebook and instagram that it was Autism Acceptance month.
As an april fools trick , Cedar messed with my pill box and I couldn't remember my dosage. Also Club penguin is back and I have straight nostalgia over it and it was one part of my childhood that helped me cope with Ray being a butt. Speaking of Ray , I wrote him an email for his birthday but as I suspected he couldn't really reply due to the fact he's on probation and court orders but other than that I suffered insomnia on monday, thursday, friday, and last night. Last night I was having a good night's sleep but woke up due to restroom and I had trouble falling back asleep.
I tried meditation and about 10 minutes into Breathing exercises , I heard something from riesen's cage and at first it was a scratching noise . Then a 5 second long wet splat hit the dog pad and I rise up and turn on light and time it all happened which was 3 am. I spent an hour cleaning her dog pad, cage, disinfecting. Then I took a shower and did laundry. I didn't fall back asleep.
Spring Break
I broke out my Autism Puzzle Piece Blanket and put on facebook and instagram that it was Autism Acceptance month.
As an april fools trick , Cedar messed with my pill box and I couldn't remember my dosage. Also Club penguin is back and I have straight nostalgia over it and it was one part of my childhood that helped me cope with Ray being a butt. Speaking of Ray , I wrote him an email for his birthday but as I suspected he couldn't really reply due to the fact he's on probation and court orders but other than that I suffered insomnia on monday, thursday, friday, and last night. Last night I was having a good night's sleep but woke up due to restroom and I had trouble falling back asleep.
I tried meditation and about 10 minutes into Breathing exercises , I heard something from riesen's cage and at first it was a scratching noise . Then a 5 second long wet splat hit the dog pad and I rise up and turn on light and time it all happened which was 3 am. I spent an hour cleaning her dog pad, cage, disinfecting. Then I took a shower and did laundry. I didn't fall back asleep.


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