Multiple Sources Post: Everyone is dying and I could care less or I don't know

5/2/2023

So my former coach for basketball and soccer died of a heart attack and after his funeral my step aunt dies of organ failure. I didn't tell anyone about this exclusively under strict parental orders of (if you speak, you get punished and Well her family saw her death as a murder when the autopsy said liver and organ failure, Weird I KNOW). Working was difficult if you can imagine being a 19 year old cross trained in kitchen and on counter and finding out your meds aren't doing the job. (Pic below is Coach Davis funeral March 5th) 

Coach Davis Funeral LINK : https://www.russonmortuary.com/obituaries/todd-davis

The morning of the funeral for my coach, My Aunt Luciana passed away from liver failure. My Aunt was across the country when she died so I didn't get to say goodbye until her funeral. Luciana Voss Funeral link :https://nelsonmortuary.com/obituaries/luciana-voss

The photo above was taken the day of my coach's funeral.

I was lucky to have come out of the closet before both of them passed away. At my Aunt's funeral I wished for everyone to call me HANNAH/Deadname in Luciana's honor. Only my parents respected the wish as I've sorta shoved HAYDEN down everyone's throat like a diehard missionary. 

11/26/2023

A few months after luciana dies her niece Alexia Campos dies in a car accident. https://www.ksl.com/article/50683624/2-killed-in-iron-county-rollover-crash-identified 

I referred Alexia as my cousin on a few occasions. The last time I saw her was at my step aunt's Funeral. May she rest in peace. 

It was Trans Visibility Week and On November 19th, There was a candle light vigil at Encircle SLC in honor of the Transgender Lives lost from November 2022 - November 2023. I went with my Girlfriend to Encircle for this vigil. 80% of the Trans Lives lost were Trans Women who were murdered, involved with Domestic Violence, killed and DEADNAMED. Of the Trans people that were lost that on flyers that were passed around at Encircle none of them had My friend Maya on them. I didn't just light My candle for the person on my flyer but I lit for My friend Maya who was killed/murdered in a car accident. MAYA'S Post on my blog - Yeah I recently made a post dedicated to my friend/coworker who died last year. Trans Genocide has kinda scared me back into the closet and I fear for my Girlfriend as she is also Trans. I told her at the vigil I had considered de-transitioning after my 20th birthday. My girlfriend made her own Blogger but I haven't figured out the URL for it. 

1/14/2024

My girlfriend's friend Mckay Keith passed away 11 days ago. I worked with this guy twice while working at culvers. https://www.russonmortuary.com/obituaries/mckay-keith . A few hours after the Grave dedication, I was in my 3rd car accident. I can't give many details at this time but yeah this post was kinda a year in the making. I did a mini cover to honor Mckay - https://www.tiktok.com/@theenbywarri0r/video/7322333369164090670?is_from_webapp=1&sender_device=pc&web_id=7324148039978239518 Yes it's on tiktok and who knows maybe I'll post it elsewhere.